SelfStudy(Quote VI)

"To kill your own dreams is like killing yourself - may be for various important reasons. "
-Chitra







Mood: Love Failure :P

PS : Is n't it a nice picture. I just wanna insert it some where.... So I made the mood likewise (This PS is for those who planned misunderstand the post :D )

Self Study(Quote V)

When I am UP, Net is down.
When I am down , Net is up.

"For every person you dislike there will be equal or more people disliking you . "
-chitra


hopefully net is up becoz I am down. (speechless)

A letter to you

For my shock I am reading 3rd book this month, and the current book is Anne Frank's Dairy of a young girl . I haven't completed the book. I am just 100 pages through the book. Still I like her writings. she calls her diary kitty and write letters to kitty. So this article is a letter to Anne .

Dearest Anne,

Where should I start? If I did like this , I am pretty sure you won't understand anything I am trying to convey. Well , with this letter I am attaching a url from where you can know a lot about Me. So the introduction part is over . Right ? For the past two three days my spirit is really high. If I continue with the same level I am sure , I can tell you that I will make it. But I fear my sprit . I really don't want that to end so soon. Then , nothing so special happening around except one thing that cshipra , she is resigning and gonna join for MBA at amritha's institute. hoping every thing is fine on your end.

with luv
Nightingal.


Mood : Happy :)

I saw it* TodaY

I am not In a mood to think a title for this , But you can very well suggest if you get some :)


"Somethings may remain as dreams itself ,may be because, they remain the best as such ."


Well , now a days I have started developing pimples , and the number of pimples are more on my right cheek , for this my admirers have deeply researched and studied the case ' why it is more on the right' and found out the reason behind . As per them . Most admirers are seated to my right (as my seat is in left corner ) .

I am having good time with my pimples !!!

Today , something happened which opened my eyes to my fans database. But that way didn't impress me . I am telling you . After office, I searched among the bills for my mobile phone bill in the front desk and I found my bill already open, naturally by some one else. Well its quite normal and understandable that people can take interest on me. But to check my phone bill was something startling. (He /She would have got the my entire telephone details. which had itemized call details too )

Now I am having Head ache with my admirers . They will not leave me until they make me celebrity :|

Why am I feeling the article was a boring one ??
If you are agreeing , then you are simply lying and
If you are disagreeing , then you are simply one among my admirers .

Again weird

Someone said this or I am telling . . .

For every plan there already exist a master plan .

for some sort of reasons I want to believe this and planing to believe this. In fact I have started to believe this.
I want to believe that not only me but some one else is very interested in my life as I am( I mean 'God') who even have superior strength to change it totally.


Yesterday My thoughts where high - was thinking about suicides- and I conclude if I be doing I will be cutting my veins ( left and right ) both hand veins. Just because after a lot of thinking I felt it is really cool stuff. You can cut it, after a while you feel not to suicide. you still can call the doctor or ambulance.. its a slow death.. unlike other easy suicide methods it can give you all the sweetness of pain you want to have the last minute. slow one in which you may really look forward to death. you may even stop suicide_ing just of the fact that you don't know the world you may enter after your death also have all sort of issues you had in this world. you dont know what will come for you there. Again I think people who suicide doesn't do it for them self. but for others to suffer for a lifetime thinking of them. (sadist people (Not all of them , I agree)).
I don't plan any suicide method for ME. Nor will I do ( I am making My self sure about it :P ) Yes! in need have problems life.. But nothing worth of a suicide.

If you ask me about my problems - It may end up you hearing - my pencil broke every day- my notepad doesn't last more than a week- my mom calls me chitra not sweet heart . Well !!! so never bother even to ask about my list of problems.

It is true that " You are wise if you think a lot of stupid , blunder stuff and then not say it. But I always say it " .(I don't really remember the line)
Still I manage to say my thought :D .


Mood : Depressed :(

Confused mE

I write a lot of contradicting statements... :(

for eg:

"Love and Job are alike, Lucky are you if You don't have them, because you don't have to spent time thinking, of loosing them :D" (from Just weird )

"those are Lucky who fall in Love :D"( again, My stmt :P) (from oh My lost Love )

I, myself have no idea what I am trying to convey . May be, I want to show you all I have increased my 'observation' skills :D

Just Weird

"Love and Job are alike, Lucky are you if You don't have them, because you don't have to spent time thinking, of loosing them :D"

-Chitra

Normal mE

I can be normal at times!
Today, I was completely normal :)


But, Mommy complained that I slept the whole day :(