The path to PERFECTION is always 'under construction'

Papad Bajji !

2011-11-23T08:23:00.001+05:30

Update !

2011-11-14T10:29:00.005+05:30

Hello bloggy, hello everyone !

I know it’s been months now since my last post and I guess everyone had a simple, calm peaceful life. So to start with my last 'article', I reached Singapore on 15th July 2011. At times, I still can't believe, I am not in Kerala. Can say life changed a bit. Have to cook my own food. Doing the dishes, Grrrrr.. I still hate it. So I know the first thing I am going to get myself on receiving my first salary (a dish washer). So about more changes, I am living with two other girls, who I can call roomies. (One is a mallu and another is an odia (she is from Orissa)). Other than that I made some good friends. Went to some places here. (Exploration is yet to begin). Bloggy, In Dec, I think I will show you some pictures.

Got a part time job in a supermarket, something similar to our Big bazzar. This time the job was direct customer service :P. I never thought I will get to work as sales assistant. May be that is why scholars say never say never. The job was pretty cool. Just need to check the bill and give the free items entitled for particular times. The only problem was I had to stand there 6 hours with out a break. OMG, free items, nothing great, but still I feel happy when I think about it. Thanks to the ‘one’ with out whom I wouldn’t have thought of trying it out.

While I was working there I had a lot of interesting experiences.

Most of the Indians come and talk to me in Tamil. They expect me to be a tamilian. The embarrassing part is when I reply. I received couple of replies like “oh! you are from kerala”, “palakad tamil”, “are you sure you are talking tamil ??” and so on.

Some of the Chinese people expect me to speak Mandarin as well. They simply talk in mandarin. So that inspired to me learn some of the very easy mandarin words. I still don’t know how to say “I don’t speak mandarin”. When I give their entitled free stuff, they say “Sisiye” which means ‘Thankyou’. “Puyunkachi” which means ‘never mind’ or ‘you are welcome’ is the mandarin reply for sisiye. I took all my courage and tried to say puyunkachi to lady customer. OMG, She busted into laugh. I didn’t know what I should do and I ended up laughing to support her.

One day when I was happily minding my own business an old Chinese person came to me and said something to me. Well I didn’t understand at first. He (Again he repeated): “epidi erukaai” . OMG, That’s Tamil.

Me (tit for tat,I replied back (in tamil) ): “nalla eruken”.

He: Sapitacha ?

Me : Sapitachu J (with a smile though, I am half impressed half scary at this time)

He : Enna kuzhambu ?

Me : Vatta kuzhambu (How can I make him go away ?)

He : Nandri!

Me : Nandri (I don’t know what to say back, Yahoo, he is going back !!! )

After two mints He is back again, and this time with a paper and pen. He starts writing tamil and he wants me to correct it or read it I guess. I really felt bad to say “Sorry, I don’t know how to read tamil.” The expression on his face was so clear. Half pity half sad, he went away.

I got a die hard fan, I would like to describe him as a fair, tall, handsome fellow with curly hair and sharp eyes avoiding the facts that he has some problem while walking, he is a contractor and his English is very bad. (Even I can say that). So he asked me “You like me?”

My Chinese colleagues said to me that “You have a very thick Indian accent”

That’s from my work place. From University, My first semester is almost over. Exams start by 16^th Nov. I am having a one month break this Dec.

Planning to write again soon..

Till then have a happy time, Miss me :P

Yours

Nightingal

Check Check !

2011-07-14T19:50:00.001+05:30

Dress - check
Shoes - check
Passport - check
Visa - check check

Self Realization !

2011-06-05T22:04:00.004+05:30

How many self realizations have I had ? God knows! does he ? May be
Well, here is one .

If there was an award for a person who will not be chosen by majority I guess that will be for me :)

Chitra

A Big Step !

2011-02-20T19:23:00.002+05:30

"A Big step is 'n' number of small steps together." where n =>2.

- Chitra

PS: When ever I find something, someone has already found it .

Its a Joke ! Ha Ha

2011-02-11T20:59:00.003+05:30

Amma : I need tea bag , Can you buy tea bags for me ?

next day (in lunch box) amma is finding two tea bags .

Amma to daughter : Did you take this from office. Isn't it bad ?

Daughter : No ! I am not drinking tea in office anymore. That's my tea bags .

Amma : So what are you drinking now ? Water ? Milk ?

Daughter : No ! Coffee :D

To be Filled - Part 1

2010-12-18T23:18:00.009+05:30

Hey! its been some time I came here and had a little chat.

Been busy, precisely doing nothing.

I even forgot my baby's birthday .

Sorry darling..

But you are just 3 , you wont know that I forgot your birthday .. so guys please don't tell him . (Oh don't get too lost or confused.. I am still talking about my Mr. Nightingal's Thoughts)

On a different note, I would like to tell the world of my recent achievement I never had to write about it here as they are world famous.

The story starts long back.

6th standard Christmas vacation. . .

My Mother's younger sister took me with her to her place at Ernakulam for two weeks stay. Before leaving my house she gave my mother word that I will be learning Malayalam on daily basis even if I am not at home. I was weak in Malayalam, I am still :D. So I reached Ernakulam, I was happy little kid enjoying a new city . When we are at house she,my mother's sister made me write and read Malayalam words and stories. That was boring, but still things were going good. That is when the telephone bill comes. They had to pay the bill that week itself. Her husband being working, she , my mother's younger sister had to go to pay the bill. She had just started to learn driving so she didn't want to risk my life. So they made the decision. They decided to leave me at home alone , while it will just take 20 minutes for her to go and come back from telephone department. It was not that big deal .

Next day , we were ready to execute the plan.

They were living in the first floor of a house. There were three doors for this house. One in ground floor and the second one in first floor and a balcony door. She instructed me to stay in hall, she asked me to go with her till the ground floor door and lock it from inside. I did as i was told. After she left I went back to the hall and I took the note book as I was instructed to write 10 words, 10 times each. she had forbidden me to switch on the TV. I was supposed to study the whole time. But unfortunately no one could see the flaw in the plan.

Two hours later . .

I woke up to see my mother's sister and her husband sitting on the sofa and watching TV.

It was hard to remember what happened. They had to update me on that.

She came back after 20 min, knocked the door, I didn't answer . She rang the bell, I didn't answer it. She called to land phone, I didn't answer it, for extra information : the land phone was just near by head. After around 10 to 15 mins of continuous calling, Still me not responding she started panicking and called her husband. Apparently he was in some serious meeting which he had to cancel , took half day off and came home as fast as he could. When he reached home , they found out that the balcony door and first floor door are open. He crawled through the fence , climbed to the roof, and through the balcony door got into the house, he went downstairs and let his wife in. When they reached home they found me sleeping with a pen on right hand and book beneath my head.

That is how my Sleeping Experiences starts

To Be Continued . . .

PS: If any of you have apt Title for the article, I like to have one :)

Its Prayer Time !

2010-10-28T17:55:00.003+05:30

Prayer time is not just for humans !

OMG!!! I am already married !

2010-10-20T18:47:00.003+05:30

I was just curious to know when I will get married, when i clicked on Quiz: When Will You Get Married And To Who? in facebook , but now I am searching for the person to whom I am married to :(

Here is the quiz result.

You Will be 19, And The Persons Name Will Begin With C When you are 19 you will marry your one night-stand boyfriend/girlfriend whos name begins with a C. You will put up with the person but not love them.

Where are you honey .....
PS: I hope He knows my blog !

Wish !

2010-09-14T00:17:00.003+05:30

I wish to be at one place at a time

Right now I am at home and i am on computer

Mood : Puzzled

Self introduction !

2010-08-08T22:25:00.002+05:30

Hi , We are Nikki and Nimmi, we do equal portion of the project. I do the work and she takes the credits .

Mommy turns Pro- Active !

2010-07-17T23:54:00.003+05:30

Half asleep, half or less awake with a back pack on shoulders I was walking on the bridge across the platforms . For me its always early 10, waking up at 4:30 in the morning just to catch a train was something beyond imagination. But there was no other option in my father's book . It is some times better not to have any options . So back to the story, Our train was in platform number 4 and we were in platform number 1.

Very less crowded, almost none other than me and mum, then i saw two couples ahead us, who bothers who they are , who has to multitask between sleep and walk ?

I heard a familiar sound, which turned out to be my mother's.She was talking to the old couple ahead us . I didn't mind. May be some body she knew, who may be also coming with us in the train.When I reached mom , she was talking with them and requesting them to put their bags down, she turned to me and asked to lift it for them. They denied the service , but my mother insisted .For a second, I didn't understand what these people are talking about , later on I understand they where discussing to or not to put the weight on my head/shoulders.

Well , needless to say who won, I had to carry their travel bag from platform 1 to platform 4.
I kept the heavy (seriously) bag on the platform. Mom insisted upon carrying the bag to their compartment and keeping it inside for them and that was also done.

Later on, Discussions revealed that my respected mother didn't know them personally or politically .

Mom's act of the day still remains mystery .

Two Wrongs can sometimes go Right !

2010-07-06T23:56:00.004+05:30

Well, Those of you who know about my soul mate-ship with Auto drivers wont find anything new in this .

I took an auto last Sunday and told the driver , Sree Mulam club
He stopped the auto at the Club .

I said the wedding is at Sree Mulam club to one of my friends and the poor fellow who knew the right place , went to the right place but for the wrong wedding.

Thats how I came to know the auto driver dropped me at Trivandrum Club.(The place where I actually needed to go)

How did he guess I need to go to Trivandrum Club , I have no idea. Did he know I always get confused between these two clubs ? that also I have no idea.

My Poor Little Saplings !

2010-06-12T22:24:00.003+05:30

As part of world's Environmental day celebrated on 5th June 2010 , they were distributing saplings in my office on 3rd June 2010. You need to enroll your name with the number of saplings you like to have on the previous day. ie on 2nd June 2010. I don't have space for tree in my home so I didn't enroll my name.

But , When I saw the saplings on 3rd , I wanted them so much, I thought how could I have one or two of them and an idea sprang in head. I could give them as a gift - a birthday gift , to someone special , planting it at their' home will be the same for me .

I found two people who agreed to give me their saplings . I got two saplings from the various variety of choices ,while taking them I was told that one is pomegranate and other is cherry . Later on I came to know that both are pomegranate itself. I hoped at least one of them will survive.

I took care of them from the day I got them , took them for sun bath and watered them. I was thinking to give them as a surprise on 8th to "the someone" , But I couldn't give them then as I couldn't meet the person.

My patience died and on 10th I told , that the birthday surprise is two tree saplings., And the answer I got was ,"how did you guess I will take them with me ? "

Well, I didn't see that coming. Life is unpredictable though, Not even small things go the way you want :)

And, there are people who doesn't like plants and trees. :)

I still take them for sun bathing and water them , may be till they die. I feel melancholic to them but I don't want to throw them of. May be Slow death is what waiting for them. I don't want to give them to someone else because there are alot emotions attached. May be I should think practically sometimes :)

PS: Written with full of Sadness .

Mommy's baby talk !

2010-05-25T20:33:00.002+05:30

I happen to overhear a conversation between two mothers.

well, I guess when mommies meet they do baby talks :)

Mom 1: Aravind is smart compared to Aromal , But he doesn't work hard nor does he spent time with books.

Mom 2: Hmm, You know , It is actually bad when the children doesn't feel bad when they have to .
My daughter Archana*, when she was in fourth standard , I understood that point. In their school is an award given to the best performer of the standard. She used to get it every year . When she was in fourth standard I was worried if she will be upset if she didn't get the award. But that day she came home happy and told me, "Mom , this year Kavya got the award for the best performer". Being an role model mother i had to appreciate her for her wholeheartedness. I couldn't tell her It was better if you got it .

Mom 1 : hmm

Mom 2: In her school , she was one of the bright student and if she didn't get the expected mark for any subjects teachers used to take special care. They used to ask her what happened and scold her for not studying well. There was a good relationship between teachers and students and she got A+ for all subjects in her 10th .

But when she joined her 11 and 12th , being in the same campus , it was a different atmosphere . They didn't had any connection with their old teachers and new teachers where retired professors from engineering colleges .They came to class took lectures ,but there was difference in the wavelength between the students and teachers. The teachers never bothered to ask who got high marks in 10th and who got least. They didn't compare the students performance with their past marks.

So in 11th and 12th she didn't had to satisfy any teachers , she relaxed a bit and the teachers never bothered to scold students. The teachers and students where happy and enjoying their on life.

Why govt. brought 11th and 12th instead of predegree is because the kids are not ready for college right after 10th . But in their school , it was almost equal to predegree.

What happened was , in their school they had a lot of A+ in 10th standard and when 12th result came not even half of the kids managed to get A+ , and she didn't get too.

As part of my character , I wanted to middle :) . But this time I successfully didn't .

even though I knew I wouldn't tell all these rubbish because my kid didn't score mark , I knew the lady was worried where to put her kid next, I have seen my parents in the same state (where to put me after 12th) .

But they never blamed my school or my teachers or anything . They even didn't scold me , they just told me if you had tried you could have done better. We know that .

**(may be coincidence all the children are named after A)

Eureka !

2010-05-24T23:52:00.003+05:30

Have you ever tried reading an 'article' which you had written long back ?

I just now tried and Trust me ! it made me laugh :D

PS: when ever i find something, someone had already found it .

Yesterday was my day :)

2010-05-12T00:11:00.003+05:30

This month .. I had a lot to write , now a days I think twice^100 times if I really need to write nor not :D .

Basically its because of laziness :) .. I was wondering if atleast i could take up a part time profession as a blog writer (after reading Whisper blog)

Another update .. SC .. My Friend Chinnu Got married ..

Congrats to her and her poor(:P) husband .

And Last but not the least , yesterday I celebrated my 23rd b'de and it was My day :)

Thanks to Riaz for calling me at 12 and for talking about the Iron Man 2 but not wishing me :) (I would it cool)

Got 70s of b'de wishes in Orkut :)

Wanted to do something to the world. thought of Blood donating (As i had read it some where, "donate blood , give life ")

I went to RCC (Regional Cancer Center) and Declared "Hmm , I wanna donate blood "

First, they looked at me , after two mints they asked "which class you are in ?"

I am working in Technopark. I said with emphasis on the last word so that they dont go for more questions.

Ok ! Lets take your weight then - 53 kg- hmm thats marginal weight . one doc said and the other found my bag.

They took my weight again with out my bag this time and found that my weight is 50 kg.

But for some reason they didn't feel to say no to me, they called a nurse and asked to take my Hemoglobin count .

I was happy :) and gave one drop of blood for my hemoglobin count test and the nurse came back with my result and told me the doc 1 is calling .

Doc 1 said : your Hemoglobin count is 12.1 , it at least need to be 13 and your weight is marginal ,
please put on some more weight , eat good food , fruits and vegetables.

So the Blood Donation Plan was a fiasco this time too :(

Love marraige and Running Race !

2010-04-24T16:05:00.003+05:30

As part of our discussion I was trying to be more eg giving person , well for what sort of reason , I have no idea.

But ,I was telling , Its like a running race with a clause that you just need to cover the distance (love marriages) you have run half the distance successfully ie: fall in love , now there is only half more distance to go , so keep up the spirit, keep running, you will reach the end successfully. (ie parents permission)

Yes babe you are right, she said. but I have a small difference of opinion with your comparison.
In the second phase of the running race, the rule is altered a bit. The ribbon ,the one you have to touch once reaching the end also starting running. . .

Water Apple Jam !

2010-04-22T19:47:00.006+05:30

This time it was water apple's luck . . .

Ingredients

Water apple : 1 cup
Sugar : 1/2 cup
vanilla essence : 1 tea spoon

finally the YUMMY jam is ready and edible :D

:)

2010-03-12T06:37:00.000+05:30

ariyaathe ishttamaayi
annumuthaloru sneha chithramaayi
melle arikil othungi ninnu nee
ente ellaamaayi

athilere ishtamaayi
enthu parayanamenna chinthayaayi
pinne oru njodi kaathilothi njaan
ente maathram nee

ee maunam marayaakki
cheru koottil nammalirunnu
oru vaakkum maruvaakkum
parayaathe kannu niranju
cheru maanthalir nulliya kaalam
innormmayilunarum neram
viraham vithumbi hridhayam pidanju
nee thengukayaayi kaathil
(ariyaathe ishttamaayi)
aarum kothichu pokum
manithumbiyaayi neeyen
theeraa kinaavu paadam
thiranjethiyente munnil
paattupaadi ninna kaalam
ormmayil thelinjidumbol
mizhikal thudachum kaiyethum
dhoorathil nilkkunnu nee
(ariyaathe ishttamaayi)
aarum arinjidaathe ninakkaayi maathramente
praanan pakuthu nalki urangaathirunna raavil
naattumulla chottil njaanum
koottirunnathormmayille
pranayam manassil ennaalum
theeraatha sallaapamaayi
(ariyaathe ishtamaayi)

Buy List !

2010-02-28T17:54:00.005+05:30

There are a bit of updates :)

Bought a Watch .. to watch the time

Let the time do not go unwatched. . .

Bought a Cam :)

And the first expt goes like this ..

Got the expt right ??

Just capturing some moments of my life..

Loves me . . Loves me not . . Loves me . . Loves me not

I guess i missed out a petal in between
since it turned out to be Love me in the end! :)

Hateful mE !

2010-02-11T20:13:00.002+05:30

When I hate someone I want the world to hate them !

Mom's Doubt !

2010-02-08T19:55:00.004+05:30

MoM: Middle class or upper middle class ? (for the matrimonial site)
DaD : Middle class !
MoM: What is the difference between Middle class and Upper middle class ?
Me : Well, upper middle class people spend money lavishly, say,they don't think a lot before spending as middle class.

for eg., come on dad , put on your shirt , lets go.

We (Me and Dad) came back with a pack of Ice cream .

MoM: Oh , so you went to buy ice cream and you did not think much before it. Upper middle class ,more to herself.. BTW,Put that in the freezer.

Sis : Now ! that is what a middle class does on a fresh pack of ice cream!

What an Idea !

2010-02-02T21:24:00.002+05:30

I was one among the billion population;but it was till yesterday !

From today onwards I am one among the million population !

How ??

I pierced second stud in my ears :D

SelfStudy (Quote VII)

2010-01-30T00:38:00.001+05:30

Expectation and Temptation are the two most difficult things to handle.

- Chitra

Mischief Managed !

2010-01-19T21:29:00.002+05:30

Thoughtful mE !

2010-01-18T15:38:00.004+05:30

God must be really crazy to give all of us a valuable thing, which he called LIFE ,and sit there taking statitics and making graph on how good we are in it.

Even HE likes to complicate things ! :D He could have easily chosen to sit idle :P

Even My sis got an Attitude :(

2010-01-16T18:36:00.004+05:30

Mr X : Hi Ya...

ME : Hai ..

Mr X: where are you going ? to office ?

ME : No . To the market

Mr X : Oh ok , I didn't know you became a responsible woman .

ME : Well, now I am

Mr X: So , for buying vegetables ?

ME : NO, for buying crayons .

PUZZLED Mr X Switched to my sister who was near me

Mr X : Remember me ?

My sister : No !

Mr X : You don't remember me ? In Music class ?

My sister: No !

ME : Ok then , see ya later , Bye .

Mr X : Bye !

My sister :(to me, after we moved on) wasn't that Manoj ?

ME : you remember him ? so. . ?

My sister : Why does he think himself that everyone should remember him ?

The Wedding !

2009-12-31T23:36:00.005+05:30

28 - 12- 2009

SC : Tring Tring

ME : Hello !

SC : Di , bought gift for Mency ??

ME : O , Nope , will buy , by the by when is the marriage

SC : 30th

ME : Oh, one min ,let me check the mail .

SC : what time we have to be there, at the church ??

ME : Wait ! Let me check the mail , Hey , call yaa later .. got some work..

SC : Ok

29-12-2009

SC : Tring Tring

ME: Hello di ! whats news ??

SC: Di , What time we have to be there tommorrow ?

ME : tomorrow ? what ??

SC : Mency's wedding

ME : you told me its on 30th , didn't you ?

SC : Madam ! can i know whats tomorrow's date please

ME : Oops . . . .

ME : Di, wait . . will call you after 5 mins. ok ? after checking her mail , let me check the time

After 30 mins

SC : Tring Tring

ME : Hi honey ! :P

SC : Did you check the time ?

ME : Yes ! the mail says its 9 am in Morning , so we have to be there by 9:30 am

SC : Its Christian marriage , will take a lot of time , why can we reach there by 11 am ?

ME : OMG !! What ?? :O , it won't take much time , I have been to Mency's Brother's wedding and it was over in 45 mins , we will have to reach by 9:30 am other wise we will be late

SC : I don't think so , it will be too early . we can reach there by 10 :30 am

ME : NO ! we have to reach there by 9:30 am

SC : It will be too early

ME : Fine ! you come at 11 am , i will reach there at 9:30 am Sharp, I want to attend the wedding.

The D day ! ie , 30-12-1009

9:15 am

SC : Tring Tring !

ME: Hello !

SC : Di , dressed up ?? I am ready ! waiting for an auto now .

ME: (Hmm ! Just waked up by the call) Oh great ! Me too just will get out house in 5 mins .

SC : Ok ! See yaa then :)

9 :45 am

SC : Tring Tring !

ME : Hi

SC : Where are you ?

ME: (At home ) On the way ! reached Bakery Junc.

SC : ok ! me reached , waiting for you out side the church.

ME : ok! See yaa :0

10 am

SC : Tring Tring !

ME :(In auto) Hi Di , High Traffic .

10 :30 am

ME : Hi Di ! (Finally reaching)

SC : How much time you took ?

ME : :D , come lets go in

We went near the church and saw the wedding car outside , and no one inside the church .

---The Wedding was Over ---

In between Happy Married Life Mency

PS : Happy New year

Genius mE

2009-12-27T22:43:00.003+05:30

In 2010 , a zero is replaced with a number and a number is replaced with a zero . This is happening after 100 years.

PS : Please don't tell me somebody already discovered it :(

Again Buddy NOT found !

2009-12-24T18:25:00.003+05:30

Yesterday , we celebrated Christmas in our office and it was my second time .

So this time, it was rather an experience than a shock . Guess What ??

I didn't get any gift this year too :) .

Today I sent a mail to our HR with a Title "Found- Buddy MISSING" - with a list of people whose buddies are also missing .

He came to me running after a while and explained to me a number of things and called it FACTS.

Then on a different NoTe : Today I(We ?) celebrated first anniversary of something which is now a memory :)

Merry Christmas :)

Resolution !

2009-12-22T20:15:00.001+05:30

ME : Any Resolution for new year ??
Vish P: My resolution is always 1024 X 768 .

Fire Fire !!!

2009-12-15T19:46:00.005+05:30

Saira busy with her white stars and nudging jeeva for help; hmm Christmas time and too busy with decorations , more in the line completely dissolved in new ideas and new inventions - some one wants to hung balloons ; some other the stars ; krishand , vishnu , manu , arjun , tariq all busy giving and taking ideas and Two gentle women working hard to impress their team lead or shift lead :D

Between all these who even cares to hear the fire alarm ringing ; more over in a place where there will be a fire drill every another week(Bored ?? Lets Have a fire drill !). And by now the sound of the fire alarm is an quite common thing and by now everyone's ears have even started to ignore it.

After 5 mins of continuous ringing and still no one even thought of moving from their seats, the fire drill function executives came up with an excellent idea and raised the sound volume. Now people started noticing the sound and were discussing that its like the tiger story ; one day if at all a real incident comes no one will leave the place, thinking its again a demo .

After 10 mins , still no one moved or thought about it - HR came in with a very panic face and shouted at everyone to leave at once , he made everyone jump from their seats - he also instructed the ladies to take their bags with them , and lead everyone out of office . for about 30 seconds he made himself a success leaving the rest to panic and think it was a real incident .
People were tensed for number of things. Most of them said I took my phone with me - the very important thing . some other said - Oh my bag is inside the office and inside that my lunch (too sad). But to tell the fact , these IT people care more about their job than life, everyone were so particular to swipe out .

Once out of office everything was clear, milk was milk and water was water.

It was again a demo .

The gal who couldn't sleep !

2009-12-14T18:59:00.003+05:30

Long back I wrote something ; and today i would like to write a counter part .

Say the session started at 9:30 am with very warm welcoming from the person in chair that is with a "come on lets sleep !"- statement (considering it as the most suitable joke of 'the time' )
and you can guess who was in the chair ... of course the girl who slept is now assigned to take the same session for 8 new joiners . what a life !!which leaves me alone to think- "what goes around - comes around" - may be true .

well - no one slept in my class; again, except me :D .

And one more thing I would like to say , I am not a bad teacher in fact i am good enough , just need a bit of improvising because I understood everything I taught :P.

My best Way !

2009-11-20T23:58:00.001+05:30

The best way to do a thing is not to do it. :P

-Chitra

Love Again :)

2009-11-18T23:40:00.005+05:30

From the beginning , I knew I love him, But never know how much i did.

Some days back I realized how much I do Love him* , her+ , Them .

I can Certainly Live without YOU
But , I cant , without THEM.**

How much true is this !

We can't tolerate it when the smallest pin hurts them, But we don't even think of it when it comes from us.

I didn't understand the depth of the above sentence as such. I had to experience it myself to understand the meaning of it.

I am lucky I know it at least now, I know whats my priority . :P

*( Father )

+ (Mom)

** (* & +)

Lack of topic

2009-11-13T08:15:00.004+05:30

Hi all,

One Month - No notice - I am sorry !- lack of interest - lack of topic- lack of skill- or lot of attitude - what ever you cal it - I was truly out of mind -otherwise i would have scribled something in here. in between i tried to acquire some correct english knowledge- after that even, i tried to write something but i got looped up in between the "may,might , could , would, shall,can or could " thing.

I had to take a long break; back to be in place. now i am free of confusions and out of the loop - say- back in track - with lot of mistakes .

So - Two days back - in the middle of road- inside a moving auto - girl in green saree - guy in blue T shirt -French Kissed - leaving me alone to wonder where am I, for a sec or two.

On a different note - even a lot of people wont believe/disagree what i am gonna say. I successfully completed taking class for S3 C programing paper for 4 students - with a lot of telephonic class i had to attend from a small Yet to be Prof fellow ..

Thank You :) (Never bother to say welcome as comment :P )

Again Its Maa day !!!

2009-10-13T19:59:00.002+05:30

Its MY

Google ! Google !
Well . . I am a Google person, Other wise I would have said Yaaahoo :D

This day is again a special day
I am two years old
Old enough to walk "well" , talk "well" , write "well"
Yes ! I am still in the "WELL"

Letter to a stranger !

2009-10-07T16:35:00.004+05:30

Yesterday , I wrote a letter to a stranger
Today , I posted it :)

PS: The guy is a student to whom I wrote and he is a writer .
PS1: The purpose of PS is just to make you confuse .(:D) but, what i said is true.

Lady From DreamLand !

2009-10-03T22:23:00.004+05:30

There are no trees in deserts

But ,Still deserts have air- known as dreams ! ;)

PS : Practically everything and anything is possible in Dreams and its really WOW :)

It seems . .

2009-09-27T16:33:00.007+05:30

. . . painful even for insects !

What ??

Delivery !

Mood : Mommy ! I want a Digital (10 MP , 15 zoom) camera

Its a JOKE :P

2009-09-21T12:23:00.002+05:30

Inside temple (Yes ! I go , once in a while )

Grandma (to Grandson ) : Do you know name and stars of all family members ?
Grandson (He will be
around 25 years old ) : Yes ! I know Father's , Mother's, Sruthi's , Your's, Grandpa's .
Grandma : Good , then go and take 'Archana' Receipt for all
Grandson : (after a while , coming back from a stall ) Grandma ,
What is my Star ? ?
Grandma : You stand here, I will go and take .

A busy weekend

2009-09-16T11:25:00.007+05:30

Not scribbling any thing to spoil it. :)

If You . . .

2009-09-03T23:05:00.004+05:30

If you point out things which may not work
You are so negative

If you say your feelings
You are so sentimental

If you say your point of view
You are so Stubborn

If you say the truth
You are so mean to yourself

If you say " I think it will work"
You are so over confident

If you say "It might not work"
You are not thinking out of the box

If you say " its not Logical"
You are too Practical

If you say "Its possible"
You are positive

If you say "You look great"
You are flattering and of course you need somthing

If you say "You look fine ! "
You are just Jealous

If you are committed and talkative
You are friendly

If you are single and talkative
You are flirty

If you unknowingly point out a mistake done by your teammate
You are bossy and you want to impress your boss

If you remind something to your teammates
You simply what to be your boss's pet

If you say "I want to stop writing this here"
You are simply arrogant and irritating

Yes I am
So I can stop this here :D

Happy Onam

2009-08-30T21:37:00.002+05:30

Happy Onam !!!

It was all fun

2009-08-29T21:55:00.002+05:30

today, I published something which I wrote long time back ;)

Where ??

Of course, in this blog itself

Clue ??

Search in 2008 :P

Were words go Numb !!!

2009-08-28T20:11:00.005+05:30

A recent trip to kumali and bubbly's cam brought out my photographic skills.
All this pictures are natural and authentic and ofcourse copy righted,any coping ,printing or misusing of the same will be highly punishable crime .
No cam/computer works done !

Exactly ! They are electricity Lines

With great effort ,talent and much difficulty I managed to snap this .

An jeep roll down the hill. .

This one is my favorite... " I am feeling lonely .. any one wanna give me company- I meant MNC itself "
PS: The pic was actually focused on something else. :P, Wrong guess ! thats not the smoke ;)

Disciplined chaps

Of course, I know you can see the smoke about the mountain

R you seeing what i focused on ??

I was shouting loud "Smoking is Injurious to Health" , but who cares ?

Haunting Dreams !

2009-08-05T20:29:00.003+05:30

DREAM-Psychological Meaning:

Dreams of death represent the ending of one phase so that a new one can begin. It can show forthcoming finalities such as the end of a marriage or career. These are symbolic dreams and are unlikely to forecast an actual event. If the dead person is someone you know, consider what aspect of yourself that person represents. For example, if you dream of your mother dying could it represent the 'death' of the motherly side of your own nature. Perhaps you should try to be more caring and maternal or perhaps plans you have should be nurtured rather than killed off. Alternatively, you may also be expressing your hidden feelings about the person shown. Do you have a secret resentment towards them or desire to be independent of them? Dead animals may also represent aspects of yourself. They indicate that you may be rejecting or repressing your instinctive side.

Well i feel better now

To see Death of another person in dream means- the ending of one phase so that a new one can begin. It can show forthcoming finalities such as the end of a relationship.

Good :)

But i don't want to see such dreams again . Trust me it hurts

The Other day it was 'species' sleeping beside me

Suicide time :)

2009-08-04T21:32:00.004+05:30

So there are some news ;)

-> I learned
a) That you can talk and talk and make people bored (which i never knew before I met her, I always thought , to talk and talk was a good stuff,i never imagined others can also get bored with the same , i never notices there are always things like WHAT,HOW and to WHOM you talk)
b) or you can entertain others by talking which is really difficult
c) So now I am learning " How to stop talking"
d) Just because of one fear that someday my fans may feel my talking boring.. its better to stop singing when then tune is good

-> I still can't configure how to say, to any guy, that please never fall in love with me or tell me, I love You , because it makes me SICK and I will end up saying same here .. I too love me [*Cond. applied]

Last but not the Least Will tell you a method of slow death :D
-> I have successfully completed one year with E&Y .. Kudos to all my supporters who were with me every day hearing my energetic exiting stories

Bewildered ME

2009-08-02T20:31:00.003+05:30

If people don't seem to think the way you do , don't worry;
it's just a matter of fact that they don't think like you. ;)

A lot more on the way.. on hold

MOOD : Bewildered

A, AN or THE

2009-07-24T21:16:00.005+05:30

My mind's urge to write an article seems a blue moon thing. I am sorry , I am not talking about a,an or the . I am talking about myself , about whom I use to talk a lot , It doesn't mean I am having a blank life. Nope I am not. .

I am perhaps having an happening time in my life.

-> fed up with fire mails I told my boss please! if you really don't have any work please see some one who can give you some work (well planed to tell :D)

-> My company wants me to take an MCP certification [For what ? Well I have no idea]

-> this month I spent most of the time thinking about me, and concluded I haven't done anything in particular yet :)

->List of People in My fans' Association are increasing day by day which indirectly points out the less number of unmarried girls in here.

-> Small small things doesn't happen the way you want

-> Some where I read , Now do the things you are supposed to do and there will be a day when you can do the things you wish to do [hopefully i will get a day ]

-> If you are not good at what you are doing now , trust me , there is something some quality in you which makes you unique from all others, just the fact that its not yet been identified. :P simply wait for the DAY :D

-> I have decided I will not go for a free pissa and coke treat from any one coming from Bahrain.

-> I simply love talking .

-> I sound bold than I used to be [Now ,I am scared of myself at times ]

-> I am waiting for the release of 2012 :)

-> Mental me :)

-> So thats it .. quite a boring article . It was better if I could just write A,AN or THE ;)

Eureka !

2009-07-06T07:41:00.001+05:30

The most wonderful thing in this world is to have a Light heart ! :D

Romantic Justification

2009-07-01T16:50:00.001+05:30

Have I ever told you ‘you look beautiful?’
No you have never

Have I ever told you ‘you are sweet?’
No you have never

Have I ever told you ‘You are cute?’
No you have never

Have I ever told you ‘You make me feel happy?’
No you have never

Have I ever told you ‘I wish you were here?’
No you have never

Have I ever told you ‘I Love You?’
No you have never

Because I never wanted to Lie to you
Because I never wanted to keep you in dark :D

WHY ??

2009-06-30T16:00:00.002+05:30

Of all the questions WHY seems to be the most difficult !

Scared mE

2009-06-29T20:42:00.005+05:30

OMG!!! Well I have been trying to figure this out- What might be the problem between me and them? -for the past some days. Quite lot incidents happened to me this month.
Telling about this to a colleague he told me back that only those guys find me interesting.. :|

I am at most scared by now and have come to the conclusion that I am not matured enough to take them when I am alone.

In general I consider my self as a friendly person , but now I am getting confused what make them think I am even talk able person from a sentence I tell them.

OK ! I am talking about the God’s own country’s Auto drivers :D

Incident One

ME : Vazhutakadu, Ambrosia
HIM: Isn’t it in Bakery Junction
ME : Oh Ya ! Sorry about it .
HIM: (after a while) where do you stay ?
ME : Nope ! why ?
HIM: Kawdiar ?
HIM: pattom ?
ME : Nope ! why ?
HIM: kawdiar ?
ME : hmmm
HIM: have seen you a lot there .
ME : :|

Incident Two

ME : Thycaud school please .
HIM: Is there any exam today ?
ME : Yes ! JTO
HIM: There are also other exams today !
ME : oh
HIM: just dropped anther person to another school, what a cruelty ?
ME : Sorry ?
HIM: how many well educated people are there in kerala with out job , still they -the Govt- are giving extension for the retired people.
ME : hmmm
HIM: When will all this change ? I had a job in a private company , and I even use to get 20 000 per month, but I didn’t want to do slavery . Where do you stay ?
ME : Just here it self.
HIM: My grandfather used to stay there. Now he is no more. All this sons are now abroad , well settled. The royal blood will be royal always. They can’t do bad stuff. I am the only person in my family doing this job.
ME : :) Its not that bad job . we can call It people service.
HIM: But a lot of people doesn’t think that way .

(I reached my place :D )

Incident Three

ME : Tamil school
HIM: Any exam there ?
ME : yeah !
HIM: You will get!
ME : oh thanks !
HIM: No seriously I am telling the truth .
HIM: you are person who have achieved every thing you want . aren’t you ? that’s what your face say about you.
ME : oh ! No really there are all sort of limitations for me as well .
HIM: Hmm that’s for all , but you have got every thing in life.
HIM: Am I wrong ?
ME : K
HIM: you are sort of person who gives whole heart if some one loves you
ME : What ?
HIM: You are very Jolly ! Am I not correct?
ME : [IDEA – better not to speak – keep a smiling face ]
HIM: you will have a family soon.
ME : what ?
HIM: I mean You will get married soon .
ME : oh !
HIM: yeah ! with in one and half years . is there already some one ?
ME : parents are looking for suitable guy .
HIM: your face tells you will be married soon.
ME : just leave me in here please.
HIM: ok ! you will get selected today .
ME : Thanks .

I stick to my decision and walked back home which took me half an hour to reach home.

MY present state : Recovering [progressing very slow]

My heart is not yet ready for another such shock

PS: 'ME' in the 3 incidents refer to Myself.
PS1: 'HIM' in the 3 incidents refer to three different persons.

Brilliant mE

2009-06-21T18:33:00.003+05:30

"If I were a guy, and
You were a girl
I would have snatched you
And given you a baby.
And sent you for PTA meetings."

KNOCK KNOCK

2009-06-11T20:14:00.005+05:30

Any resemblance to real persons/things living or dead would be really KOOL

Hi You,

Tiger!!! {Why should we always promote Good Day only ??}

Na, not like the previous months, now a days lots of stuff are happening in my life . one above the other, making the below one forgetting[I mean to say ... well nothing ]. There is hardly anytime left in the office to search Dictionary.com; I feel desperate thinking about that. Lets talk about something else.

NOC is a place where they "acclaim" that they do a lot of things . They even send mail for small things like New seating arrangement ! there are even different kind of mails like Star mail, fire mail. [yeah its depressing again to tell that i got two fire mails while bubbly managed to get one star :P] one of my friend who was a part of NOC, once called me and told that I will shine in NOC. Did he mean that i am one of those who really have the talent of just ACCLAIMING ?[I doubt the spelling; but the spell check is not working properly ]

This place has its own significance in my life how ever i talk about it.. :| neutrally speaking [in very low voice ] I am part of it .

This place is really wonderful. They practically do things which we talk about or say just for fun.

Let me give you one small example.

So now that you are aware of the mailing system for every stupid things ; We received a mail with subject 'New seating in NOC'

One girl , For a change lets call her MJ , she was moved from Second row to the first row. [You need to know one more thing about NOC; Here we working in Shifts (That you know already) and we share our systems{Thats a lot of information now }]so, her system was also shared by someone else who was not shifted. With the permission of the other person , that the other person will take a new system, she took her system to the front row.

The next morning , When Vini {The person who was sharing MJ's system} came. she found that MJ have shifted not only the CPU but also the moniter. Vini didn't like the new monitor so she took back her old one. She called MJ and asked why did she change the monitor too .

Then MJ answered her "To get my destop, I changed the monitor "

Its laughing time all ; Lets start hehehehe hehehehe hehehehe

So a lot of bufferring is already done. Not wasting more CPU for this .

If any concern please revert back to me .

Thanks in Advance [For what ?? I know you wont revert back to me :P]

Warmest regards
Chitra

PS: AHEM !!! For those who thot the Girl is ME ! Its not me :P. There was some one before me to do that :P
PS1: I am having some words loss like packet loss :P [I mean . . . ]

I Will be . . . HOPE ;)

2009-05-29T21:05:00.004+05:30

Why should I be good when I can be better! :D

MOOD: HAPPY

Ladies and Gentlemen

please help me with a hand. I am stepping down to ground from air. I want a hand because I don't want to slip and fall down in this smooth floor . ;)

Yours chitra

Happy and Sad again (Yeah! I can experience both at the same time :D [Again wow me ])

I have something more to add
-------------------------------------
ME : PING
GKO: Yes! chitra, tell me
ME : Ho nothing! I Got response hence the case is resolved and the chat is closed :P

-------------------------------------
GKO: Had dinner ?
ME : Nope . You ?
GKO: nope . you have any company for dinner?
ME : nope.
GKO: You want a company ?
ME : Why not!! can you buy me any Multi National company in my name ? But only problem. I can't give mouthwatering salaries :P
GKO: Da, I asked if you need any company for your dinner ?
ME: :|
-------------------------------------

PS: GKO didn't understand what I call comedy :((

A castle in the air - Under Construction

2009-05-19T12:45:00.003+05:30

boy: Me feeling sleepy

girl: okays then , gud nite , sweet dreams

boy: gud nite, sweet dreams

girl: love you, ummmmmmmmmmmmh

boy: [:P]

boy: last bye

girl: [:(]

girl: okay bye bye

Being sad that the boy didn't reply the way the she wished or wanted , the girl didn't feel like going to sleep . She decided to surf the net for a while. while she was reading an article in another blog some of his lines caught her eyes..

The so called lines are . . .

"And sometimes we don’t need to express – as we say in Malayalam, “What you heard is sweet, what you haven’t is even sweeter”. So, sometimes not expressing is the better way."

WOW ... That must be it , she thought. he took the other way round as its said in the above line. " what haven't said is even sweeter " .

My observations :

How true isn't it that small stuff at the right time can change a lot of things . just like 'the line' changed her mood with in minutes .

But My dear girl. you are simply building up your castle in the air ...

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I have more news today . This is my. . . .. .

guess what ??

This is my 101th post :D

I can't believe myself... that i have written this much blah blah articles with out using much blah blah... :)

So Now I have a wish

I want my loyal readers to pick my better(best ) 5 articles if there are any :D

Won't you ??

The girl WHO slept !!!

2009-05-07T20:41:00.005+05:30

I have a couple of things to update before I get to the topic of the day.. In real, topic of yesterday .
We had an internal interview to Infrastructure Management Group and We are shifted to thejaswini since 30th April. We are now undergoing full day training for the past 4 days. We will have shifts from sunday onwards. Thats the news summery .

So the yesterday's story goes like this. Had a session on User Management as part of training. After a good lunch and as I am a bad trainee .. It didn't take much time for me to fall asleep and fortunately the trainer noticed me and i guess she really had a nerves break down. she jumped from her seat and made a foul noise and shouted " You are sleeping !" (As if I don't know :| ). Then she was really talented to pick me every 120 seconds of her class . Chitra ! can you explain the procedure ? can you tell me what comes after this ? what comes before this ? can you explain the whole stuff again ? Chitra if you sleep again i will kick you ? Chitra are you sleeping again ? (God ! Damn it ! I am 'SORRY' i slept.. Really I am not sorry :P )
Again fortunate enough my shift lead was in the room when she caught me red hand. so he was no better . He also started with a bag of questions .
After a while my Team Lead came while this heroine of the senario was blessing me with forrest of questions. Then she didnt even wait him to sit down. She told him . Chitra slept while i was 'Teaching'.

He had a big smile on his face and said " yeah thats a good sign and a big question mark to the trainer " ? (is he that cool ??well no idea )

And In the end she won, she broke my pateince . She made me say " Actually I was waking up when you caught me ."

Thankfully she didn't seem interested in poking my head after my reply , yesterday .

Today morning also we where having a session from the same trainer . And by now I am made really famous by her and I have won a seat in her heart . She just started the session with
"Hi Chitra ! I hope you had a good sleep last night ? "
I couldn't hold me by self. I replied back
"I thought I will get much time in your session . So I didn't even think of sleeping last night "

By now Every one in the new team know me ..I am "The girl WHO slept "

April -A mixed bag

2009-05-02T20:59:00.016+05:30

Mojo ki special tomato sauce

Bubbly got married on 12th April 2009

& This is what we gave her for her wedding as wedding gift
---->>>>>

Cshipra on her last working day with E&Y

Finally I convinced 'The chappathi ghost' to pose with me for a snap

Me in front of my home ;)

my parents on their 23th wedding anniversary on 30th April

SelfStudy(Quote VI)

2009-04-26T09:35:00.005+05:30

"To kill your own dreams is like killing yourself - may be for various important reasons. "
-Chitra

Mood: Love Failure :P

PS : Is n't it a nice picture. I just wanna insert it some where.... So I made the mood likewise (This PS is for those who planned misunderstand the post :D )

Self Study(Quote V)

2009-04-22T18:58:00.004+05:30

When I am UP, Net is down.
When I am down , Net is up.

"For every person you dislike there will be equal or more people disliking you . "
-chitra

hopefully net is up becoz I am down. (speechless)

A letter to you

2009-04-20T18:59:00.004+05:30

For my shock I am reading 3rd book this month, and the current book is Anne Frank's Dairy of a young girl . I haven't completed the book. I am just 100 pages through the book. Still I like her writings. she calls her diary kitty and write letters to kitty. So this article is a letter to Anne .

Dearest Anne,

Where should I start? If I did like this , I am pretty sure you won't understand anything I am trying to convey. Well , with this letter I am attaching a url from where you can know a lot about Me. So the introduction part is over . Right ? For the past two three days my spirit is really high. If I continue with the same level I am sure , I can tell you that I will make it. But I fear my sprit . I really don't want that to end so soon. Then , nothing so special happening around except one thing that cshipra , she is resigning and gonna join for MBA at amritha's institute. hoping every thing is fine on your end.

with luv
Nightingal.

Mood : Happy :)

I saw it* TodaY

2009-04-18T19:10:00.003+05:30

I am not In a mood to think a title for this , But you can very well suggest if you get some :)

"Somethings may remain as dreams itself ,may be because, they remain the best as such ."

Well , now a days I have started developing pimples , and the number of pimples are more on my right cheek , for this my admirers have deeply researched and studied the case ' why it is more on the right' and found out the reason behind . As per them . Most admirers are seated to my right (as my seat is in left corner ) .

I am having good time with my pimples !!!

Today , something happened which opened my eyes to my fans database. But that way didn't impress me . I am telling you . After office, I searched among the bills for my mobile phone bill in the front desk and I found my bill already open, naturally by some one else. Well its quite normal and understandable that people can take interest on me. But to check my phone bill was something startling. (He /She would have got the my entire telephone details. which had itemized call details too )

Now I am having Head ache with my admirers . They will not leave me until they make me celebrity :|

Why am I feeling the article was a boring one ??
If you are agreeing , then you are simply lying and
If you are disagreeing , then you are simply one among my admirers .

Again weird

2009-04-08T20:07:00.003+05:30

Someone said this or I am telling . . .

For every plan there already exist a master plan .

for some sort of reasons I want to believe this and planing to believe this. In fact I have started to believe this.
I want to believe that not only me but some one else is very interested in my life as I am( I mean 'God') who even have superior strength to change it totally.

Yesterday My thoughts where high - was thinking about suicides- and I conclude if I be doing I will be cutting my veins ( left and right ) both hand veins. Just because after a lot of thinking I felt it is really cool stuff. You can cut it, after a while you feel not to suicide. you still can call the doctor or ambulance.. its a slow death.. unlike other easy suicide methods it can give you all the sweetness of pain you want to have the last minute. slow one in which you may really look forward to death. you may even stop suicide_ing just of the fact that you don't know the world you may enter after your death also have all sort of issues you had in this world. you dont know what will come for you there. Again I think people who suicide doesn't do it for them self. but for others to suffer for a lifetime thinking of them. (sadist people (Not all of them , I agree)).
I don't plan any suicide method for ME. Nor will I do ( I am making My self sure about it :P ) Yes! in need have problems life.. But nothing worth of a suicide.

If you ask me about my problems - It may end up you hearing - my pencil broke every day- my notepad doesn't last more than a week- my mom calls me chitra not sweet heart . Well !!! so never bother even to ask about my list of problems.

It is true that " You are wise if you think a lot of stupid , blunder stuff and then not say it. But I always say it " .(I don't really remember the line)
Still I manage to say my thought :D .

Mood : Depressed :(

Confused mE

2009-04-06T19:45:00.003+05:30

I write a lot of contradicting statements... :(

for eg:

"Love and Job are alike, Lucky are you if You don't have them, because you don't have to spent time thinking, of loosing them :D" (from Just weird )

"those are Lucky who fall in Love :D"( again, My stmt :P) (from oh My lost Love )

I, myself have no idea what I am trying to convey . May be, I want to show you all I have increased my 'observation' skills :D

Just Weird

2009-04-05T20:14:00.000+05:30

"Love and Job are alike, Lucky are you if You don't have them, because you don't have to spent time thinking, of loosing them :D"

-Chitra

Normal mE

2009-04-04T18:58:00.004+05:30

I can be normal at times!
Today, I was completely normal :)

But, Mommy complained that I slept the whole day :(

Oh My Lost Love

2009-03-31T23:29:00.004+05:30

Love , the sweetest of all feelings is really the most wonderful substance man have ever discovered. (My statement !)

And those are Lucky who fall in Love :D( again, My stmt :P)

8: 20 am: As usual I wait for my cab , nope ! not really as usual, My eyes wait for something else . Cab arrives and me jump into it to conquer seat next to him . I always sit near him. Still I remain a closed book for him which he tried to open two three times, But with wrong keys!. For me , My day started with him and ended with him .But, I never spoke to him. Our buildings where different , so I met him in day time only when we have meetings. Somehow I managed to get a seat near him in the cab ( morning and evening ) . I loved everything about him. His name Antony , his cream color shirt , silky black hair and what not J. He was brilliant as well as handsome .

Days passed and years !

I still manage to get the seat near him. One day another hyper active girl(vidya) came and took the ‘My seat’ and I really felt sad. She was very talkative and friendly . they became friends. I couldn’t tolerate it. I became sad.

Then another day vidya poke my head and he saw that . I neither commented any thing nor did I show my anger. He went to her and warned her ‘ if she ever tries to hurt me , she will have to face his bad anger .’ Then came to me and told “ no need to worry , she wont tease you any more”. I felt my feelings for him, doubled . I managed to stay in the same place even after 5 years .without even talking, without even letting him know my inner feelings.

Then one day I heard him telling to Vidya that he is moving to another city, he is leaving the town. He told he was moving to idiknalakuda, trichur. And his new uniform color will be white shirt,green pants and green tie. I couldn’t collect guts then to talk to him and tell my love. I failed to tell him that I love him for more than 5 years.

Later on I tried searching him in all sort of ways -emails, orkut, google. But I couldn’t find him. Then I remembered my friend , the famous blogger, Nightingal. I asked her to help me finding him . She told she will definitely help me and agreed to post this as an article in her blog. I hope he reads this and return to me.

Still waiting with oil filled eyes

Yours only Love

Neets. . .

PS : Did I tell you this happened 11 years back. When I was in V std. I fall in love with him when I was in UKG and he moved to another school when we where in Vth.

Rasagolla O Rasagolla

2009-03-29T19:16:00.007+05:30

After my hands on Maggi ,wine today I again dared to try another recipe . Well its a complete success story I must say :D .

Ingredients

1/2 Liter Milk
1 cup sugar
2 cup of water
1 lemon
2 to 4 tea spoon flour

So the preparation process goes like this

// Procedure for the preparation of Rasagollas

Step 1: Start
Step 2: make the milk boil
Step 3: boiling add lemon juice to it
Step 4: now you can see milk getting thicker and getting separated from water
Step 5: using a cotton cloth separate cheese/paneer from the water and leave it in a strainer until cold and dry
Step 6: now mix the cheese/paneer with 2 to 3 tea spoons of flour and knead it smoothly just like we do while kneading for chappathi
Step 7: make small balls out of it
Step 8: take a pan ,pour the 2 cups of water and one cup of sugar and allow it to boil
Step 9: now slowly add the balls into the sugar syrup .
Step 10:allow it to boil for about 10 to 15 mins
Step 11: allow it to cool and add a drop of rose water for flavoring, I guess
Step 12: keep it in refrigerator for about 2 hours before serving
Step 13: serve cold
Step 14: Print "Success"
Step 15: Stop

PS: I was too excited while cooking ,so in between I forgot to take photos of different stages of the product

I am sorry ??

2009-03-26T22:07:00.003+05:30

May be the best thing I could do then was it !!! I am not sure about . For the first time I feel sorry for/about you . I shouldn't be the person to do so.. I know you may not read this . still I am SORRY .

Don't ask me why I feel sorry .. I don't know Why/how today !!! . . But I am sorry, Not for what happened.

PS: I am now trying to be more philosophical or i am turning more philosophical ( well, 100% sure , I agree with the fact that its not my cup of coffee, still people end up in philosophy when other people /things doesn't turn out how they want ) Yes, I want a lot of things so simple yet too difficult

I am not that 'happy' with my present life nor do I wish to change it in fear it may turn wrong. I dare not to change and still continue my present because there is something about it* which makes me forget the whole "not that happy life" thing in one second to a heaven life .

I still believe Nothing is impossible as impossible itself says i m possible , But now i like to change it a bit

Last night a friend of mine called for a favor, which I surly did ! An astrological doubt, how strong is love which turns non believers also to compromise with the other.
Well the story goes like a girl and a boy falls in love . both of them belong to different communities. Now that the boy says the girl that as his community and family is very orthodox about horoscope stuff and their stars doesn't match so it is an impossible now ,even to think about marriage. Hearing this the girl almost fall from her chair, But there is nothing more she can do with out the other person's wish. But she wanted to confirm whether it was true and called me .

I had to say it is better if you don't poke your nose into this, as this a very vast subject and a lot of people interpret it differently . Well, i ended up advising if the other person is not interested then never take next step . I am brilliant I feel a lot of times, as I told her " I know its quiet easy to say and its difficult get used to the real facts" (before she start shouting at me ) but she wouldn't have said, if i didn't say that dialogue then too. she didnt even had presence of mind that she is calling an STD call -talking 55 mins over phone. she was fully doomed in some other thing which I know perfectly . Hope you find your solution soon dear . those are not only words, I mean that from heart :) .

I took blogger to write "Those are really days my heart jump to go back"
I brought the book " The manual of warrior of light" back home to be a show piece in my shelf , I was going through the pages, and I had a good time laughing thinking those wonderful time we had in office. Esp the "gym's back door","The warrior know when and where to stop" ,"The warriors never become sad thinking the past "(those we made) if you guys remember made me think a lot about the time. Bubbly's fake b'day celebration in baskin and robin's to get one extra scoop of ice cream and bubbly's "you all are my colleagues " declaration . . . etc

I think I am doing something I not supposed to do... too much thinking which is really dangerous to my brain. But as doctors detected no such part in my body I hope I stay safe :D

Thanks reading :P
in spite of lot and lots of errors you still reached here ??

For Guys

2009-03-23T20:13:00.004+05:30

If you are confused or worried about what to buy as a gift for your girl friend/wife then, I have a solution for the problem :P

Buy a lipstick or a packet of lipstick shaped chocolates
and with that pack write down

"I envy your lipstick. . . with love "

Aye auto !

2009-03-21T21:01:00.006+05:30

I am still a person who can be precisely explained as " A dog tail in PVC pipe for 1000 years ,No change" ( My dear sweet readers I made it like that purposefully :P )

Well by now , after joining office I am not that much wandering around as I used to before ,only because of the time constraint I am having, after 'work'( project started :p) I don't even feel to be online . So I was talking, I have lessen my wanderings and now a days if i am to meet a friend outside ,I have some how managed to develop this new feature in me -' makeitlate ( delay 10)'. and I end up in catching auto.

On such a Saturday

Scenario ( Am told to reach Sangumugam beach by 10 .30 am and I still at home thinking what to wear )
Sangumugam ?? beach ?? alone?? girl ?? why ?? to meet ?? whom ?? ( I wrote this if it didn't come across your mind :P )

11 am

Me : Aye Auto ! sangumugam ??
Auto Driver1 : yeah sure !
Me : How much will it cost me ??
Auto Driver1 : Rs 60/-
Me : ok then ,bye

Me : A Auto ! Sangumugam ??
Auto Driver2 : Sure
Me : How much will it cost me ??
Auto Driver2 : meter charge + 5 rs as I wont get return
Me : ( Impressed ) ok then lets go

Reaching there Meter shows exactly 51 rs
I am not having change so I gave him 100 rs note
he gave me 40 rs balance :(
there was no scope for argument so I didn't :|

Another wednessday

Morning 08:05 am
I catch a auto to reach home early so that I can catch my bus on time to office

I tell him 'Quick please' I have to catch my bus my 8' 15 am
on reaching a corner he stops and gets out and go out to buy news paper
I can feel myself my face going red ,but I didn't become angry with him nor did I continued sitting in his auto , I jumped out of it and started walking home ( I missed the bus )

I called a colleague( female ) and told her that I am also there , and I took another auto to her home , This time the auto driver was driving it in -25 km/min , I felt to leave the auto and walk every min i spent sitting in it

Still more !!

On another monday

I caught an auto to go home
after sometime I told him Lets go till we can( due to huge crowd that day I can't take auto till home )
and he asked me where is my native place
I said trivandrum and he started up "no , it cant be , you don't talk like a trivandrumate, you are lying . . .etc
Well I again feel jumping from it

Still I think I may end up catching autos

News updates :
1)Java programing started
2) I, with help of riaz made a website for bubbly (well it looks cool to me :P )(bubbly is keeping it a secret still,which I cant understand why ?? )
3) I feel sometimes that My life has pressed a pause button some where
4) Some one asked me why am not writing anything now a days and I replied nothing is happening , then he asked me why don't you write about 'Nothing is happening'
I had to reply then there will only be a heading saying 'Nothing is happening' beside I think things are almost same just the weather change :P

**And to sangumugam, I went to the ground to practice 'H' for car driving license

My simplest Life

2009-03-15T20:42:00.003+05:30

I don't want a month missing my blog archieves so thought of making my readers bore again - " I am sorry ".

May be this month is the most stable and unhappening period of my time -not really - there are things happening around ( bubbly is getting married ) and I am now again into java, I have joined for yoga and even more if you think . But If I am asked about my life now I guess this is what it is exactly now . .

wake up -eat- drink-ohh again I forgot- brush- dress up- run( to the bus stop)- jump - (into the running bus) - reach office- start the system( 09:00 am)- talk and disturb all near me( after some time say around 10 mins they get busy :( ) - (09 :00 am ) I ask "Coffee ?"- (09-10 am ) "Coffee ?"- (09-20 am ) "Coffee ?"- (09-30 am ) "Coffee ?"- (09-40 am ) "Coffee ?"- (09-50 am ) "Coffee ?"- (10-10 am ) "Coffee ?"- (10-20 am ) "Coffee ?"-finally goes for coffee- come back by 11:00 am browse for a while- I chat in the local chat- call my friends one or two some times- 12: 30 pm - great - lunch- 1 pm - i make plans to go out- to have a milk shake- or a juice- or icecream- others reject the plan- well back at the desk by 01:05 pm- again googling- I feel sleepy- or even at times - I imagine myself sleeping ( Infact sleeping :P) - its 03 :00 pm great- 03: 05 pm - well I have to write here in detail every minute I count till 03: 45 pm - I say "lets go to the pantry ?"(snacks time ) - by 04:00 pm we are in pantry eating and drinking with a byte(I mean Byte itself, its not a spelling mistake ) of talk - back in the seat by 04 :30 pm - again count down- but this time the time goes quite fast- may be I feel - as its just one and half an hour more - system shows 05 :00 pm- wow - one hour- I browse - I plan the things what not to do after coming back home and exactly end up doing those- wow 05:40 Pm - I talk to my neighbours- now a days RR seems more serious- or his stock had a shortage is still a mistry- its 05: 55pm - this quick- I shut down my sytem - outside the office - waiting for the company transport- bus comes- 40 mins travel - I reach home by 06:50 pm- I sit in front of the computer- for around 2 hours( which I had planed and desided not to do and wasted much time in office ) - I usually skip my dinner -i feel sleepy- I lie down for sleeping- I dont remember when I sleep .

**My new - java- live-project starts tomorrow , so can expect a busy week ahead :D

Should I only call you for a reason ??

2009-02-27T21:25:00.002+05:30

If I should only call you
When I have a reason
Then, isn’t it a reason ,I call for
When I wish to hear from you.
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I wish to hear your voice.
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I wish to talk to you
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
To tell you, I remember you
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I wish you to remember me
Isn’t it a reason, I call you
When I miss you
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I wish to share my thoughts
With you, thinking you will not
Think, how weird my thoughts are
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I feel sharing my happiness
Thinking you will also be
As happy as I am
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
To make you remember
Not to forget me
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I want a bunch
Of advice, thinking you
Could give me the best ones.
Isn’t it a reason, I call you
When I feel, I need a shoulder
For crying ,thinking it’s the most
Comfortable one ever .
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I feel telling all the happenings
Of my life , may be it’s just about
An ice-cream I had that evening.
Isn’t it a reason, I call you
To make a quarrel , telling
You have completely forgotten me
Even my name.
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I need a help, knowing
Who will never say ‘No’ to it.
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I am in trouble and
I feel you are perfect one
Who will take it the correct way
And solve it for me.
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I wish to hear you sing
Isn’t it a reason, I call for
When I just feel to know
You are there, always there, Just
one call,I need to make, to reach you
When all these are big big reasons
For me to call you , why should I
Think, I need a bigger reason
To call you ??

The Fear in me

2009-02-17T19:19:00.006+05:30

The love for you in me

Tells me to leave you free

Advice me to let you decide

Demands me to get it done.

But the fear in me , that

You will never be mine

Gets hold of my mind

When I decide to leave you free.

The fear in me tells me

If I let you now, then

I Loose you now ,which

Turns my mind up side down.

The fear in me triumphs

which in turn turns out to be

A struggling stage

In which both of us fight,

You for your freedom

And I for you

I love you, for which

I cant see you sad

I may think of leaving you, again

Though it may hurt me hard

Deep in heart leaving me in grief

And I wont be happy

With my decision ,but

One thing , of which I will

Be happy about , I made

You happy again, by

Letting you do what you want to.

I know , I can keep hold

Of you for a while, but

Not so long, as you are not

So far away from the destiny.

I can feel the change, which

Itself is not bearable for me

I don’t know how I will

Pass that time, but one thing,

I know, Which is, I don’t want

To see You sad at all.

I know, it’s just only my fear

Which makes me think so.

I know , I have known you

And you have known me

Long before the fear

Ever was even born.

I know now that, I need to act

Before it triumphs over me.

I need to kill it, before

It kills the love in me.

I know this is a duel

Between me and you , Mr. Fear.

You think ,standing behind some one

Keeps you safe ? you feel ,

You are safe behind love

You think to deal with you

I will have to deal with love first?

Thinking that it will be a

Hard step for me

To fight against my love

Where I will panic.

Then, I must thank you

For bringing love between us

Close to me once again , for whom

I was fighting,. You forgot

Love is more powerful than you

And when you where

In between us , it was then

The whole problem was.

Thank you for opening my eyes

I see only love now,

not you any more.

I am back where I was

Long ago, I am where

I have yearn to be in.

I am back, where me and

Love exist, but not the very you.

RR again . . .

2009-02-16T22:18:00.004+05:30

ME: അതെ കേട്ടിട്ടില്ലേ, കറുപ്പിന് എഴാഴ്കനെന്നു??

RR: അതെ കറുപ്പിന് എഴാഴ്കാന്, പക്ഷെ ബാക്കി തോന്ണ്‌ുടിമൂന്നു വെളുപ്പിനാ , മറക്കണ്ട

My Love

2009-02-14T00:00:00.000+05:30

My Dear Mr. Love,

I couldn't tell you How much I Love You, because I always feared You will fall in Love with me for the reason that I love you. Because You are such a wonderful Man I could ever dream about. Meeting you was something which was 100 times perfect than the most wonderful dreams I ever had. I have always felt the warmness of your care around me and your heart wishing me the very best of life every another second. I know what you feel about me and I admire the feeling.

Now its quite natural that you may ask, why am I talking about How much I Love you, now ?? Just as simple as Love is.. I wanted to tell You today that *

I Love you for what you are

I Love you for what you are to me

I Love you for what you are not to me

I Love you

Let me express My Love for you with a poem below . . .

You are not the air that I breathe,

you are the sweet scent that drifts upon it

you are not the sounds that I hear,

you are the music of my life

You are not the food that I need,

you are the nourishment of my soul

You are not my will to survive,

you are my reason for living

It is with you that I experience

the wonders of the world

It is with you that I triumph

over the challenges in my path

It is your partnership that will lead me

to the fulfillment of my dreams

It is your friendship that guides me

as I grow and learn

It is your patience and wisdom

that calms my restless nature

It is through you that I know my true self

I do not take you for granted,

I cherish you

I do not need you

I choose you

I choose you today in witness

of all the people who love us

I choose you tomorrow

in the privacy of our hearts

I choose you in strength and weakness

I choose you in health and sickness

I choose you in joy and sorrow

I will choose you, over all others, every day

for all the days of my life

Only for you

With Love

Happy Valentine Day

PS : As I am not that good in impressing I copied the poem from another site, I know you are smarter than me ,so you may figure that out . . . I don't want to make a bad impression either, so not lying that its my creation :D

PS1:** may be I feel I will never ever get another chance to do so

When Cupid Misses III

2009-02-09T19:13:00.006+05:30

9^th February 2009 , Monday

9.10 AM ,Office

RR: Good Morning Chitra

Me : Good Morning

RR: You know a lot of things happened on Friday, When you said Happy Journey that day I never expected it to be this much wonderful.

Me: Why ? what happened ?

RR:That day 6^th February 2009 , Friday

5.00 Pm ,Office

Me: Bye, Chitra .

Chitra: Bye, Happy Journey :)

5.25 Pm, Railway Station

Malabar Express already came, I ran and ran and some how got into the train. There was no seat in the compartment I entered. It was Friday ,weekend rush was there. I noticed, there where other people giving me company standing. I was wandering to and fro in the compartment , then a guy who was sitting near window stood up and left, seeing that I jumped into the seat. So I got a seat, meanwhile the train reached kollam. Next to me was a guy and next to him was an old man. After some time the guy near me left. Seeing the seat a girl rushed towards it. I guess the old man didn’t like that , He moved towards me killing all my expectations and making me depressed , The girl sat next to him. I was sad, thinking about what all I have imagined to ask her, various topics I had with me to discuss with her, every thing now stood nowhere with out an end. The next stop arrived and the old man too left with no one else between us. I cheered up once again. My wishes budded again .

Now came another villain, A guy who was sitting opposite to us, kept his legs in the middle of our seat.

I didn’t wait for anything else, I started the talk.

In Techno park ??

She said “Yes”

Me : Which company ??

She: TSU

Soon our talks caught up with the speed of the train.

By then I had a lot of information about her, from her. She was BTech 2007 pass out and working as HR even more .

I told her that I am also placed in TSU, Is there any scope that they may call 2008 batch. She said “They haven’t yet completely called 2007 batch, So the scope is almost zero.”

Then I asked her some thing foolish. I asked her what was her offer. The compartment became silent at once. After a while she replied back. Those are matters not to be disclosed. I was embarrassed to an extend that I felt what on earth made me ask that question . I couldn’t hide my face as it turned red. The silences continued for while more .Some how I managed to stand the situation, as an justification I added “hmmm, I just asked it to compare with my offer “.

I was becoming more and more interested in her, I asked her where do she stay , why she is working as an HR ( I didn’t like when she said “ I am not that technical person”, because it remained me of you ) and I got answers for all my questions even she told me what was her payment to my relief.

That one and half hours how soon the time went ,I have no idea now. She was Roman Catholic , nice family base, but the only problem which came up was ‘she is 2007 pass out , what if she is elder that me ?? ‘.

Finally kottayam reached and she prepared to leave , right then I remembered something

Hey what is your name ??

Sara ( with a smile )

So that was a most wonderful day ... isn't it ??

Me: Was the girl married ??

RR: Oops.. I forgot to ask that :|

Chennai – A city full of ‘Perfect’ people

2009-02-03T19:28:00.007+05:30

We started on Friday evening from Trivandrum and by Saturday morning 11 am we reached Chennai .

Once We reached there . . .

“Oh My God! Chitra, You where a small child who hold my little finger when I last saw you , now you have grown up… wow! You look beautiful “ Said one Uncle to me

“ Brother, I want Chitra to get married with in 6 months “ he told my father

“Chitra! You look great ,have put on weights , hmm but you look more sweet and chubby now” a cousin told me

“Chitra, You have become fat (gundu)” :(

“Next is Chitra’s , isn’t it Chitra? With in 3 months right ?” another uncle asked

“Chitra, Just tell me you are ready, I have 7 guys ready in hand.7 lucky number . isn’t it??.” Said another Uncle

“I want you to get married next month itself.. What say ??” Another Uncle

Hearing this my younger cousins also started .. yeah. Next is your Next is yours, when will be it,, next month, who will be that lucky guy.. and so on

“Hey ! keep your wedding on vacation ok !, I will choose your groom, we will choose your costumes, we will choose your make up and everything”, Lekshmi said to me (Lekshmi is First Uncle’s daughter who is now studying in 8^th std)

Beep . . . .Beep. . . . Beep. . . . A Heart detected !!!

Doctor Uncles ” Your prescribed medicine isn’t working in my blood right now”

6 months back when I visited Chennai , I came across a ‘perfect’ family .This time too that part didn’t had any change other than a small one . I got to meet more than one ‘perfect’ families. So if this goes on like this every time I go to Chennai I get to meet ‘perfect’ people, ‘perfect’ families, I don’t know where will it reach. The one great problem with this ‘perfect’ people are all others are imperfect except them which make the situation worse .But this ‘perfect’ people are too good, they want to make this world a ‘perfect’ one.. so they try telling out the sort of imperfections in others so that they can correct them self .(Remember ! the situation is becoming worse, all are ‘perfect’ people and they think others should change, But how did they manage to compromise in the same slogan ‘others need to change’ , which I don’t understand yet )

I fear , how may more ‘perfect’ people or families I will have to come across.. The only possible way which came up in my shallow mind is I must stop going to Chennai for a while, at least until till I could take up the next :D

( my dear readers , I am telling you about these ‘perfects’ only on behalf of very small number of people I get to meet there, in Chennai ,Sorry! If my knowledge is wrong )

To do shopping with my mum is really a tough task , indeed I enjoyed it this time , and I felt “ I want to spent more time out shopping, just a sack full of money and more time would have made me buy more .

One wish : I want to spent 3 months of my active, energetic time in Chennai

My purpose of visit to Chennai was my cousin’s wedding

Allow me to take you the wedding place

Just enough crowded with close friends and relatives, bride and groom are chanting some vedic mantras along with the bride’s father which instructed to them my priest.

Now its time for the wedding

The priest : “ In this world we all know there are two grahnams (eclipse ), Surya grahnam (solar eclipse )and Chandra grahanam( lunar eclipse ), But No , there are three grahanam , the third one is pani grahanam (accept the bride’s hand in marriage).

The two above said grahanams, surya and Chandra just last with us for 2 ½ hours with us after that they leave us, But pani grahanam doesn’t leave you once it holds your hand. It last as long as you live. From now you must earn and allow her to spent ,

Now , Hold her hands “

Poor groom had no other choice, he made “couldn’t you tell about this before “ face to the priest .

The bride’s mother, uncle and even mother in law where crying after the marriage. My father got stuck with it. He was made to think by the bride’s mother in law, “ why should the mother in law cry ??“.. and finally he concluded may be because she thought about she losing all her power over her son.

Food was indeed good and different , the night before wedding they had chat stalls, kulfi , fruits stalls, sandwich stalls and even more on the following day .

So that’s the marriage update

My wishes to the Bride and Groom :

To the Bride: All the best!!! Let God make you remember all the possible and non possible things you want to accomplish in this birth .

To the Groom : All the best!!! Let God may give you power, patience and energy to full fill all her wishes

We returned back after the function was over :)

PS: This time I had plans to write travelers note, But I couldn’t as most of the time I was busy sleeping .

Why do you ??

2009-01-28T19:42:00.001+05:30

why do you always think that the 'you' in my blog is always YOU ??

Self Study (Quote V)

2009-01-26T21:53:00.002+05:30

"When ever I find one reason not to Love you , I find more than two reasons to LOVE you "

-Chitra

My new Hunt

2009-01-23T21:13:00.004+05:30

for the past two week I am hunting words :D and I plan to continue But,
My vocabulary makes me end up with stuff like this

Let me tell you a Parable

Which may feel like a Paradox!

A Story of a Zealot

Who was always Gregarious

Somebody thought’ he was a philander’

Somebody thought he was a prick

But he was always Infallible

He showed the right thing to them

He was a man with Zest

Who never feared being Axed

But he couldn’t Procrastinate

The Inevitable

He felt he was Extradited

That made him uneasy

He felt he was going Eccentric

Compelled to be distinct from his friends

He pursued his mind to be good

But the thoughts were wild and creepy

He was Infancy to think

The change was Indispensable

He was confused

Whether to homicide or suicide

He was Bewildered

Whether to Genocide or Pesticide

He understood that he need to haste

Not to be in mope

He Endeavored himself

To build an Eloquent base

He made use of his Equanimity

To avoid the Fiasco

He grappled the new Dossier

Though he abhor within

Took it as a challenge that

,None may surpass me

I will be the Triumph

With in months

PS: Riaz, its for You Man*

Miss You

**Conditions applied

Can U Interpret this for Me ??

2009-01-15T19:24:00.004+05:30

I am Coming out from the office with lot of friends after the work, a guy was standing there holding in his hands a bunch of cards which were white in colour . He was calling out some names and giving them a card each. Our eyes met and I had a feeling that he knew me for a long time from his facial expression. After a pause he called out ‘Chitra , Your name is also here’, and gave me a card. I took the card from him and then all of a sudden the colour of the card changed into pink . ( I remembered something “when a pink card is given to you it means that you are out of the job , you are being terminated , you are losing your job” ). I smiled back at him and said “ Yes, I knew I will get this”. Just then I saw a Friend , he told me “ there was no need of this , you could have done much better., and be safe “

For the first time after receiving the pink card in hand I felt, ’Yes! I could have done better.‘

The background Changes

I am filling up and almost done with the procedures of my resignation. The girl in the front desk tells me that I was the person who quit the job myself. I mailed a resignation letter my self. I thought ‘so they didn’t just terminate me by giving a pink card’, I was happy then . I am usable piece. Then I felt, for what reason I gave resignation letter, I haven’t written CAT exam to think I may resume my studies , I have never even tried for any other job . I don’t have any particular reason for my resignation . I thought, ‘NO! I shouldn’t have done this, I did something wrong . Now how can I make it correct?? ‘

I saw my PM then, getting out of his car, I went to him and told

ME :Hi , I think what I did was wrong. I wish to join back

PM : hmm , today is 15^th , come and join on 1^st Feb

END !

Self Study (Quote IV)

2009-01-11T23:41:00.004+05:30

" Problems are the most simply solvable issues unless and until it is yours "

- Chitra

The Manual of Warrior of Love . . .

2009-01-11T12:50:00.002+05:30

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